I read through my blogs just now... and i realised that i have been posting all my sad story... Luckily not many ppl know about my blog.. if not ppl might be thinking i am such a grey person... with nothing good in life besides feeling sad all the while... I try to think of something happy to write... but cant think of anything.. cos nothing really happy happen in my life lately...
Have been busy with my house... shopping around with my mum and my aunt... looking for curtains, furnitures and etc... every discussioons with my family is about the house... hoping that my house will be ready soon... and i am looking forward for my brother to be back... We used to fight a lot but i am missing him now... we are brother and sister after all... he is my only brother... who else can i miss if not him....
i feel so depreciating and my life sucks.... Mio has been telling me that i have to appreciate what i have and not feeling down all the time... If compare with a lot of other ppl... I am so lucky... I have loving family, driving nice car, running my dad's business.... etc... Human beings never get enough, never satisfied.... This is the fact! I dont have anyone to share my happiness or my sadness with me... No one to comfort me when i am stressed up at work... No one to go out with me when i am lonely... No one to drink with me when i feel like doing so... I feel so lonely... I lie on my bed alone once i get home... feeling empty and tired... the emptiness is killing me.... I just need someone to share my life with me... to go through the thick and thin in my life... who is this person? when is he going to come in my life?
I am sick of "your time has not come....!" "you deserve someone better.." 'you must be patience.." I have been really patience... I am 28 this year already... How long do i have to wait? What have i done in my past to deserve all these?
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