Thursday, July 26, 2007

Whats your goal?

I went out coffee with the guy i adore last night... we were chatting and suddenly he popped a question to me...."Whats your goal in life?" "What do you want to achieve in this 2 years time?" I was stunt! I dunno what to answer and i just kept thinking... I felt like telling him " hope that you will get rich in this 2 years time then i will marry you!!! Hahahahah" but i didnt.... i told him i dunno what i want, and i have no objective in life... and i said "maybe to get someone with Heart, Cash and Look... to get married with...!!! "Hahaha!!! Thats quite true actually... and his answer was "You are too much! Nothing is Perfect in this world, you have to accept your fate, you cannot be so choosy!!!"
What he said was true... I am not a good looking girl.. I dont carry that kind of quality to deserve someone with Heart Cash and LOOK...!!! I am ugly fat, quite rude sometimes...!!!! hahahah..!!! well, it was a good question and i have been thinking for an answer since last night...!!! :)
His answer was, to have someone to accompany him to walk through the rest of his life... cos he is afraid of being alone for the rest of his life....!!! In my heart i was thinking... "Go work hard and earn more money.... then here i come to hold your hand and walk through with you.... cos i am afraid of being alone too.."
:)

PAPERS

I hate papers.. there are so troublesome and i have no way to escape from all these papers. Normally i just clip all of them with big Clips and put them aside, But somehow when i need to search for them.. i have whole lots of problems... so i decided to do filing today.... to file them accordingly and to refile some of them.. yet i still cant get them done in one day. All the papers consist of different kind of informations.... important or not still you just cant chuck them away.... cos you dunno when do you need them again. When the postman come tomorrow, i will have a stack of them to do filing again... neverending... !!! I am so sick of it!!!
I am going to get a clerk to do only filing... Filing and filing... but i just cant get this person...!!!!!!!!