Welcome to my liFe!

"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like
Welcome to my life

My Brain is rusty!

Hey.. this is no joke...!! It is really getting harder to study after so long... So difficult to remember and to memorise... I am trying to understand the whole topics rather than memorising word to word.... Maybe this is the matured way of studying.. Hahahah!!!
Went to the wedding dinner last night.... managed to meet up with most of the old classmates.... Actually everyone is very excited to meet up... to catch up with the good old times... I am very excited... Talking about those times when u r just so naive and so innocent... just hate whoever you want to hate... or just treasure whoever you want to treasure.... u never consider what will be the consequences after hating this person.... unlike now... u have to learn how to please ppl around you... cos you cant show upfront who you are hating now.... this is so hypocrite.... i dont like it that way.... but no choice... to earn a living... u have to avoid from getting into troubles or hurting someone feeling.... Is not that i am being fake... but it is better to please someone than to hurt someone... even though u dont do it willingly cos at least u dont make a person feeling upset.... and u r helping to save the world...
Hmm.... what am i talking about..?? just understand it if u can.... oh yeah... definitely u can ignore it if u dont...!!!
This is a reunion... and it keeps me thinking... I am exercising my brain... oh yeah i read from the book "Rich Dad Poor Dad" they said... something like "Exercise physically to stay healthy, exercise mentally to stay wealthy".... anyone who passes by me knows that i want to be wealthy...!!! Hahahah!!! Who dont want?? tell me lah?!! Ok! Back to the topic....
This is a reunion... it is so hard to come by... so hard to reunite everyone to catch up... and i realised that everyone is busy earning their living.... everyone has the same mindset... I want to earn more money... for better living of myself as well as family.... everyone is about MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!! Why is MONEY so important?? it is influencing everyone 's life... to better or worse... It changed a person... to better or worse.... just dont understand.... some ppl work so hard earning so much money yet they are still complaining that they dont earn much....some ppl earn a little.... working equally hardworking.....and they are bragging away about their Only God Knows good life.... Pengsan!!!

yeah... gonna pengsan for a few hours and waking up for a new day!!

Exam?!

I have just realised that my General Insurance paper is next week. I have not been into the exam hall for ages... i have not been sitting exam for so long already.... Cant believe i am going for it again...!!! How does it feel? i really cant remember.... I hardly remember what was the last paper i took!! Oh yeah..!! My beautician exam... Hahaha!! Wish me luck for my Insurance exam... if i flung this subject... i really gotto dig a hole and hide!

My family and I have been really busy for attending wedding dinners even since the ghost month is over.... I believe we are not the only family who is having the problem.... I dont understand why... Getting married is between two ppl or should say to family... y need to trouble other ppl.... if the person wanted to wish you they will wish you.... you dont have to invite them... they will wish you whole heartedly and they will show you their sincerity... dont you think so? Especially in small village like ours.... once they get married they will start "throwing" invitation cards... regardless how close are you to them.... or you dont even say hi to each other when you bump into each other.... Wedding dinner/lunch is like so commercial now... ppl take the advantage to earn extra money.... one invitation card only cost a few cents... but the return is like how many thousands times more than that.... u dont believe me? Get married and invite the whole village or any acquaintances that u know.... and let me know how much you earn!!!