I met HIM!!

It was a long weekend! Yes I have a date!
After that wedding dinner... we have been contacting each other...
After he confessed to me about his past... I made in kinda clear to him that i actually mind with what had happened in his past....
After a few miss calls and unanswered sms.... ha kinda gave up (thats what i tot..)
He was the 1st one to greet me on my Birthday...(he tot my B'day is on 4th June)
I was happy and was surprised that he somehow made the effort... be it as friend or others....
We started sms on and off.... somehow i started thinking of him on n off....
I greet him on his birthday cos Friendster reminded me his birthday.... and he told me tat i was the 1st one to greeet him....

things just move on like that... on and off...hot and cold.....
About 2 weeks ago... he called me... I was shocked and surprised... He told me tat he wanted to visit Melaka... i didnt want him to come.. so we arranged to meet up during the long weekend...

He was not as ugly as i remembered.... He is tall and big size... wearing glasses and not good looking... but not ugly... hahahhahahah!!!
we had a nice chat... nice lunch and everything went smoothly....
I cant help myself and started asking about his past....
I didnt want to but i just cant help myself... i just want to know....

If he was still single... if he wasnt a divorcee.... We might have already move a step forward...
Nothing is perfect in this world... I dunno how much can i compromise...
What if he is the last man exist in my life....?
What if he is the one?
What if this is our fate?
Im confused...
I just need to get to know him more.... but i know myself too well....
either now or never.... Thats IT!!!!