Tears And Rain

How I wish I could surrender my soul;

Shed the clothes that become my skin;

See the liar that burns within my needing.

How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.

How I wish I had screamed out loud,

Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.

I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.

It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;

Hold memory close at hand,

Help me understand the years.

How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.

How I wish I would save my soul.

I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.

I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.

Far, far away; find comfort in pain.

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Tears and Rain.

Tears and Rain.

Far, far away; find comfort in pain,

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

G.U.Y

After all these years, I still cant understand whats on a guy's mind.

Sometimes they can be really nice to you, makes you feel like you are the luckiest person in this whole wide world, they can be so caring, and they can really touch your heart like you want them to be, they can read your mind and understand every bits of you, they notice the slightest movement you made where no one else could....

Sometimes they are totally the opposite, they left you hanging without letting you know whats the next, they can be so cruel, so cold, so inconsiderate, makes you feel like you are the dumbest person in this whole wide world, they dont notice you even you have just walked pass right infront of them, they see nothing in you, and they just walked away without giving you any reasons, any warnings, any informations, any hints.....

I hate it!! I hate the feeling of being hanging up like a dumbass! You cant tell anyone cos you feel so stupid. You feel so lousy and you feel so upset. You feel like walking right to his face and ask him whats going wrong. (well, it wont happen..) you check your handphone 10,000,000 times a day, waiting for his news, his sms, his miss calls or anything....just to find out that there is nothing...

You will start telling yourself that:
He is a fool...(not really lah...),
I am not going to do anything....( what if i just sms him...??...)
Stupid... he is ignoring me....( no lah, maybe he is very busy...),
HIM only what... Whats the big deal? .....( but, he is quite nice ...)
I am a LOOSER!!!.... (Yes! I am a LOOSER!!!)